.. fear ..

in the middle of poverty, hunger, desperation, and loneliness….

it's been quite a struggle capturing it…

i am consumed by a nervous and constant fear of taking my equipment out in public…

taking pictures has been a nightmare of insecurity and paranoia..

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I am currently working on a camera hiding device...

it will eventually help me hit the streets and film the inhabitants

without sticking a camera in the their face…

being an obvious target to sketchy folks standing by…

always on the look out for a mark… a victim…

I have worked very hard not to be one of them…

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but when is the risk needed?... when do I need to just let go?…